special report: I POOOOOOOPED!! w00t

special report: I POOOOOOOPED!! w00t w00t!

I think it's the medicines i'm on that are making me so sick, On top of everything else. They had me on Reglan to stop nausea (i always see the class action lawsuits for it on tv. Hesitant to take it in the first place. Doesn't keep me from puking anyway.) i was also on a course of prednisone for God-knows-what. Inflammation or some shit i think. I finished that. They had me on flexeril for my back muscles. Pretty sure i can manage w/ just the heating pad for now. And percocet for pain, which didn't even make me drowsy when i took it. It's only the 5-325 dosage, and i got stronger shit for my endometriosis, which was much more tolerable than this head shit. So now i'm just taking 1 percocet every 4 hrs. Started that @ 5 this evening. We'll see. plus, i haven't pooped in like 5+ days (now i know how my FF girls felt), even w/ a daily stool softener, so i guess i gotta up that to 2 or
more pills a day. I'm just afraid of taking too much and randomly shitting myself in my sleep.

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Not feeling well at all. Wednesday was a good day- i was able to get up and move around a bit, and i helped hubby dress Marius and give him his first bath. Wednesday night i crashed again. I've been throwing up and in crappy shape since then. Constant nausea.

Hubby is back in TX. Mom took Marius to his first pediatrician appointment earlier. He's 2 weeks old today. He now weighs 7lbs 4oz, and is 21 inches long. So he's gained 6oz and has grown 1.5 inches in 2 weeks.

Ughhhh.... I feel so sick. I'm so tired of this shit. I gotta go lay down or something.

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No progress to report today. Still in a shitload of pain. It's better when i'm laying down than when i'm upright, but now from trying to stay down so much my neck muscles don't feel strong enough to support my head when i sit up or stand. I'm just trying to stay positive and push through it. I just keep thinking about getting better so i can take care of Marius. I feel like i'm missing out on everything. He's 10 days old today. I can't believe it. I feel so left out. Everyone else is taking care of him and i can't do shit. He loves spending time with his daddy, and hubby has done such an awesome job taking care of him around the clock. Marius' umbilical stump fell off today, and i couldn't even see. Now he can take real baths and wear outfits with pants, but i can't bathe or dress him :( I'm getting frustrated. I want to do so much with him. I want to take real photos of him with my
new camera.

I wish I knew what was going on with my girls. Sue, I hope Teagan has arrived by now!

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I love my guys :)

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Still feel like shit. Been using the heating pad on my neck/shoulders, and that seems to help a little. I'm so thankful to have the family and friends that I do. I feel so blessed. I would never have even begun to make it through this without you guys, and I want to thank you all from the bottom of my heart for all your love and prayers.

Hubby flew in very early Saturday morning, and he is THE BEST FATHER. From the minute he got here, he's been taking care of everything Marius needs and also tending to me. I couldn't ask for anyone better. I'm so in love.

I'm still pumping & dumping. I'm getting between 4-5oz/session. I just hope that my supply stays like this once I'm better and all these drugs are out of my system.

More later. xoxo

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I'm laying in my own bed, snuggling Marius, and it's the greatest feeling in the world. I never, ever, EVER want to let him go again. I swear, just looking at his precious little face and hearing his contented sighs is enough to cure ANY ailment.

Tonight, Marius and his daddy will meet for the very first time. It's going to be the most amazing moment, and I'm gonna try to capture the moment on film. Please pray that Kylief gets home safely.

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