Thursday, February 11, 2010


I can't believe that in less than 24 hours I'm going to meet my son. This is something I've been waiting for for SO long, and it's just so surreal that it's really going to happen. Tomorrow.

It seems like just yesterday we were going through IVF. It seems like just yesterday that I got the phone call from CNY, informing me that I was pregnant, and then I called Lexie, crying so hard that she thought I was saying I WASN'T pregnant. I can't believe it.

Tomorrow, our lives will change. Forever. I will bring another human being into this world. A little, tiny, dependant human being, who is a piece of me and a piece of Kylief, all melded into one little person. It's unbelievable.

This whole pregnancy has felt so surreal, and tomorrow it will hit me, smack dab in the face, that this is the real deal. It's really happening. Right now, I still can't process that. Right now, I feel like I'm going to wake up from a good dream and all of this will disappear.

I can't wait to meet my little man, and hear him cry, and see his face for the first time. I wonder what he looks like... Does he have a head full of hair? Who's features did he inherit? What color is he? How big are his feet? I will find all this out tomorrow. I can't wait.

Marius, I'm so excited to meet you! I love you, my little cocoa puff!

Tomorrow, please follow me over to Our Little Man, my new blog where I can show off Marius and share with you the immense joy (and trials and tribulations) of motherhood.